The darkness was deep and ominous like waking up at night at trying to adjust to your surrounding but darker. Nisshoku layed, floated or stood he couldnt tell exactly what hes body was doing but he couldnt move and he felt as if he was falling deeper and deeper into the abyss. He could only look but there was nothing to look at just eternal darkness, he tried to speak but words would come out or did they? He couldnt tell as sound wasnt connected to this realm. He tried hard and hard to move his body but nothing, so he decided to close his eyes what was the difference was his eyes even open in the begging? And he waited for what felt like eternity until a shine of light began to glow from a distance, it was small almost fragile but it was there he open his eyes. Nisshoku could see from the corner of his eyes a small almost none visible light slowly making it's way towards him as he tried again to speak but nothing no sound, then he began to think it was the only way to hear himself without losing his mind.
"Am I dead? Is this the end of the line for me? How could i be so weak to let this happen!" Nishhoku said in his head. As the light got closer until the darkness was no longer, now an abyss of pure light consumed him; like the darkness it was blinding but this time he squinted as the light was bright like nothing else hes ever seen "I'm I in limbo? Is this what death has in store for me!? Eternal emptiness?" Nisshoku though as he began to hear voices from a distance, he thought he was hallucinating but no there were voices they got louder and clearer. Until he understood what they were saying, he was in the hospital he could tell that much and that he was in critical condition; He tried moving but he still couldnt as he looked around able to slowly move his head and noticed that he no longer had an arm. He stood just looking at it as a wave of memories pounded into his mind, remembering what happen; the office going berserk, destruction, the zero tail then as quickly as the memory came hes eyes rolled back and he lost conciousness again.
He slowly open his eyes as he tried moving his head to look around as he saw nurses surrounding him, threatening him with medical Ninjutsu, his shirt was cut of as the scar of the slash from Ikari's blade was imprinted into him blood covered him. He tried to speak but the nurses told him not to say much or anything at all and to try not to move he was in the brink of death, he slowly lifted his head as he looked towards his stomach as the seal felt hot as he could feel the chakra of the zero tails slowly leaking but not enough to take control of him or to be released.
"You guys need to close seal.... I dont know if I'm strong enough to hold him much longer" Nisshoku said as he layed his head back, as he looked at the ceiling.